October 28, 2005

• Hello USA – I have been feeling not so like John lately – Its hard to explain other than I have been feeling like a black sheep and lost – But I went home and talked to our Father the Shephard – He doesn’t care what color we are or whether or not we are making fine wool or coarse wool – Thats amazing knowing he knows each and every one of his sheep – Thanks Robin – Yes I read – Safe in the Shephards Arms by Max Lucado twice yesterday and probably will read it again – I know my Father has plans to clear my path for I don’t stumble on rocks or get thorns on me – I know he will clear rocks and till the soil to give me good green grazing pastures - I know you give color to your sheep because we are all one of a kind – It is so soothing to know you hear all our troubles no matter how small they may be – Please help me to get past the boulders that lie in my path of confusement – I know you already have your plans for me and put obsticles in the way that you know I can defeat on my own – Believe me Father I am trying so much to jump the obtacles you know I can -Thanks Father for all the other sheep you have put in my life and will always watch over them also – —- Thanks to all my familly and friends – Its just tough being over here and missing my little lambs -The cayotees have been swarming and I need them to get out of my life – I know I guess I should run with all my responsibilities knowing Father will not overburden me – - Its getting spookier ever day handling the death and obsticles around this place – A friend just came through Baghdad’s Airport and now they have opened it up to the Iraqi’s – Their flights have been cancelled for 4 days and started a riot cursing the Americans that fly everyday – They were put in a room like sardines being garded by the Iraqi soldiers – There were trash cans set on fire and a heck of a lot of mad Iraqi’s (200)- This is yet another obsticle I am fixing to have to endure  – I will be job searching to get out of this messed up situation – If my Shepherd wants me out he will provide the necessary pastures for me to graze in – Thanks to everybody for responding and caring – My song is gone but my heart is always open – I will not be serfing and responding today because honestly my computer is soaked with tears now – I need time but I have found the right path and that is behind our Father the Shepherd who will clear the path and lead us to greener pastures -

  
  

  1) What color are your kitchen plates? What kitchen ? I do have a plastic bowl for my roman noodles though
  2) What book are you reading now? The Winner
  3) What’s on your mouse pad?   My pointing finger
  4) What’s your favorite board game?  I am never bored

  
  

  5) Favorite magazine? Texas Fisherman
  6) Favorite smell? A ladies clean hair

  
  

  7) Least favorite smell? Iraqi B-O
  8) What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning? How early is it – Gosh that early - 
  9 ) Favorite color?  Baby blue like my eyes

  
  

  10) Least favorite color? Yellow cause I ain’t
  11) How many rings before you answer the phone?  Can’t accept calls yet

  
  

  12) Future child’s name?  Not in my plans but a boy would be a bonus and surely not Sue
  13) Chocolate or Vanilla? choclate
  14) Do you like too drive fast?   Yes
  15) Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?  Nope!
  16) Thunderstorms: cool or scary?  Neither awesome !!

  
  

  17) What type was your first car?   1950 Chevrolet truck

  
  

  18) If you could see one person dead or alive? My father who passed away + my 2 daughters – So I cheated-

  
  

  19) Favorite alcoholic drink?  Beer

  
  

  20) What are your sign and your birthday? Scorpio 11/01/59
  21) Do you eat the stems of broccoli?  Sure!
  22) If you could have any job, what would it be? Get paid to xanga!!
  23) If you could have any color hair, what would it be? What hair? Smooth as a babies butt

  
  

  24) Is the glass half-full or half-empty? Half full
  25) Favorite TYPE of movie? western
  26) Do you type with your fingers on the right keys? no

  
  

  27) What’s under your bed? Luggage dolly

  
  

  28) What is your favorite number? 3 – me and 2 angels = 3
  29 ) Favorite sport to watch?  nascar
  30) What is your single biggest fear?  SPIDERS
  31) Person most unlikely to respond to this? Ones who want to
  32) Person most likely to respond? Busy people

  
  

  33) Favorite CD? Los Lonely Boys
  34) Favorite TV Show? Don’t know whats still on

  
  

  35) Ketchup or mustard? Ketchup
  36) Hamburgers or hot dogs?  Hot dogs w/ melted cheese !
  37) Favorite soft drink?  Yaa Hoo Mountain Dew
  38) The best place you have ever been? Grandparents house in Lufkin when they were still alive
  39) What screen saver is on your computer right now? My 2 Angels and my new toy
  40) Burger King or McDonnel’s?Burger King

  
  

   

  
  

  Might be too much information but its fun if anybody has the guts to answer them themselves – Its gonna B OK and all is getting better – HOLD THOSE HEADS HIGH AND GOD BLESS ALL!! 

  
  

   

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